A Dream So Real
I give my life up
It's in your hands now
I couldn't make everyone like me
I didn't have the courage that it takes
To stand up tall and brave
Not cry a single tear and wave
I though I did my best and gave it my all
But I was slapped down emotionally waiting to fall
No one there to catch me
No open arms waiting at the end
I just fell and fell into the darkness
Lost and scared
Gone without a trace
With no one to remember my face
I couldn't hear anything
Not even my loud screams for help
Right before my body smacked the ground
I woke up and looked around
Only to find myself sweating in bed
I felt the cold breeze on my head
A dream that will never come true
A dream so real and thrilling
I realized that day I had took my life for granted
I was on the edge and that piece was slanted
Slipping and crumbling away
As my life is today
Out of Place
Being in places I never thought I would be
It's creepy in here, everyone just stares at me
To be in a place where I'm different from everyone else I hate it
I hate the looks they give me I can't take it
Why did I even come here
I wasn't put on this Earth to be judged, that's not why I'm here
I just wish people will see me for who I really am
A down to Earth person who would make a great friend
A person who would be there with them 'til the very end
I just wish people would see me for me
And not judge me for the person on the outside they see
The Popular Crowd
There is always a popular crowd at every school
They're self-centered and think they're cool
But they don't know what's being said about them
The rumors that are being spread about them
They don't know the cruelty they possess
Not knowing they put all of the people below them in stress
The popular crowd are the meanest people around
They laugh when people are hurt and call others bad names to put them down
This popular crowd needs to be demolished and taught a lesson
But the people below are too afraid to fight
so they just sit there and wait for a blessin'
Hoping the popular crowd will come to an end on it's own
Instead of walking around trying to rule the people below from their awful throne
This popular crowd must be diminished
Because at the end of the year I'll be the reason why they have been finished
Torment
You may hurt me with
your words
Or slap me down, but I’ll
still stand tall
I would be happy to say I have
survived it all
Your tormenting words and your
hurtful actions
Your hateful ways hurt like a couple
with a bad attraction
But as many times as you tried
to knock me down,
I still remained standing
I will never hit the ground
I will always still be standing
around
Waiting for the next hit I know
you will give me
But as I wait for the torment to
come
I think of the day your hurtful
words to me will be done
Isolation
Feeling no respect from anyone
Wanting to break far away and run
Feeling out of place like everyone dislikes me
But an isolated person is not who I want to be
I want to be a part of the crowd
A person who can cry out their feelings inside loud
I don't want to be known as the girl who sits alone
I don't want to be known as the girl who sits alone
But no one accepts me, so I don't have a group to call my own
But isolation is the best way for me to go
Because no one understands me, and they will never know
Running Away
Running fast, dodging cars
Running through the town with open scars
Being tormented by everyone in sight
Hoping that plane to heaven will be your last flight
Not knowing or caring where you're going to end up next
But knowing that in your whole life, you've given it your best
But things have been so complicated lately
and the only thing you could do was run away
Knowing others don't want you to stay
But you have to keep your head up and smile through the pain
Even the sddest memory you get when it rains
Don't let people push you around all of the time
'Cuase if you do then your life will be just like mine
*You Are
You are my reason for living, the air I breathe
Without you in my life there would be no me
I would be lifeless and depressed
I would feel like I could never eat nor rest
You are my sun, my moon and stars, the world I worship and live on
The one I think about all day from dusk 'til dawn
When I'm with you, I feel weak and cannot speak
Your passion and wisdom is what I seek
You feel so strongly for me than anyone has ever had before
You make me feel like I'm in a fairy tale and I am able to soar
To feel this way is unbelievable in such a way words cannot explain
Without you in my life I would be known as plain
And if you were to leave me, my life wouldn't be the same
It would be vain
No reason to live if I didn't have you by my side
And to everyone else, my feelings I would hide
*[Dedicated to my boyfriend]
